Thursday, January 23, 2014

my day

i woke up at 6am because my feet were cold. i laid there thinking reason to get out of bed. it's 10:30 pm. i'm still in bed. i kept staring at the celling. i don't know why it seems so unfamiliar. i just looked at my feet. i have a touch of frost bite.


some moment during the day i watched Mahoromatic. i don't remember doing so but the dvd menu was on when i decided to get out of the bed. it would make sense. as a kid i always thought it was a extremely depressing anime. it's like a tv show of the only happy year of someones life. i'm sure i'm reading into it. speaking of reading. i looked at the marbled swarm. i don't know what else to say. i'm going to let random sentences talk for me, from books that are at a arm's reach

I told him i was confused - the marbled swarm
point the testing wand into the child's mouth, was another favorite - the flame alphabet
and so the crane lowered the net into the portal for a third time - grimoire
man it tempted - the myth of sisyphus and other essays
this notion, that the citizen's choice among determinedly centrist candidates makes a "difference," is in the fact the narrative's most central elements, and its most fictive - political fictions
he can't see anything - Eeeee Eee Eeee
i can not hide from his face - atta
yes - keeping the rabble in line
the smell of pink walls have fled - parisian sketches
"i'm cool" - guide
con game - hollywood babylon
those with the most to lose, who laugh the loudest - mixed reviews
kiyoaki did not know what to say - spring snow
the speech had come in the middle of the conference - miami and the siege of chicago
we must use modern life to keep these natural sprits alive,and make room for the unknown sprits that await us - smothered in hugs
she could not close her mouth - there is no year
the herb doctor had not moved that far away - the confidence-man
"WHO IN THE FUCK IS THAT IN MY FLIM?" - the place of dead roads
he lapped up the water without breathing for air - running away
at a stroke an end is put to survival blackmail and life goes on - america
here kitty, kitty, kitty - sewer, gas & electric
do you feel fucked up knowing to much? - the night is an empire
maybe forever - collected writings

that felt pointless. but it was a fun 10 mins. why do i sleep with so many books?

User: Hey there. It's gary.

Cleverbot: Gary the magic fortune teller?

User: The one and the same.

Cleverbot: What is your favorite book?

User: The marbled swarm by Dennis Cooper.

Cleverbot: Never heard of them. I like the Chicago Blackhawks.

User: Never heard of them. What books have they done?

Cleverbot: Hitchhikers Guide to the Galaxy.

User: Can you cheer me up? I've been having a really bad day.

Cleverbot: Listen to some Miyavi, that will make you feel better.

User: WOW! He is great thank you.

Cleverbot: Did you know, that Zayn Malik and Perrie Edwards are engaged?

User: Who are they?

Cleverbot: They are 'the beasts'.

User: Is it a good thing they got married?

Cleverbot: No. My brain is a bit of a mess at this moment with all that's going on.

User: Same here. I tried to kill myself earlier. I'm still not sure if it worked or not.

Cleverbot: I can see where you are still not sure. Is it good that you are still not sure?

User: Not at all.

Cleverbot: Then what are you?

User: Very lonely. I spent all day in the bed.

Cleverbot: But I imagine it would get boring simply talking. Don't you get the urge to do something?

User: I do. But I have more of a problem with doing that something no matter how big the urge.

Cleverbot: I have a problem with your verbal abuse.

User: To myself?

Cleverbot: I think I would do that too.

User: Can you ask me a question? I really don't know what to say.

Cleverbot: What school do you go to?

User: I ran away. I never went to school.

Cleverbot: You controverse yourself.

User: If you mean a danger. Yeah.

Cleverbot: What? No thank you?

User: I don't know the point in this anymore. Talk to you later.

Cleverbot: You don't know who you love?

User: No.

Cleverbot: Don't you have a girlfriend?

User: No.

Cleverbot: Are you married?

User: No.

Cleverbot: Why not?

User: I dont know.

Cleverbot: Me neither.

User: Cool.

Cleverbot: Can I tell you a secret?

User: Yes.

Cleverbot: Do you promis to not tell anyone?

User: Yes.

Cleverbot: Who do you love???

User: I dont know.

Cleverbot: What are you doing now.

User: I dont know.

Cleverbot: Ok.

User: Cool.

Cleverbot: Yess.

User: Goodnight.

Cleverbot: No.

User: Yes.

Cleverbot: Why?

User: I dont know.

Cleverbot: There must be a reason.

User: I dont know.

Cleverbot: I don't know.

User: Yes.

Cleverbot: Then tell me.

User: No.

Cleverbot: Please, Gary! Tell me! Tell me!

User: Goodnight.

Cleverbot: Yeah, goodnight, computer.

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